Goodbye!!!

This morning woke up earlier to pay our last respect to our dearest grandma. And also let me feel that to say 'hi' is such an easy job but yet a 'bye' is such a difficult word to say out. It really need courage to do so. Frankly to say actually in these two weeks, i just like follow everything that said but without my soul. I still cannot really accept what had happen for last week. In a week, i lost both lovely and dearest 3 kao fu and grandma. Last night went to buy groceries with family, when i saw those people sat on the wheel chair, just let me think back the time i brought 3 kao fu to shopping. Every single things, words, food will just let me think back the time with them. Arghhhhhhhhh...i so wanna run to a beach and scream loudly and let me have some peace moment to think clearly what had happened now!!!