Lose in both way!!!

Im so sorry to hurt you but actually at the same time, i hurted by someone also. I really don't know what is my feeling to you, may be because we know each other for so many years already and so sometimes i hope to depend on you, i hope to get the care and love from you but i don't know that is just for friendship or relationship. But yesterday when i knew that u sad n hurted by that, i feel sad too. Im so want to talk to you but i scare my action will hurt you more. May be both of us too scare that this will affect our so many years friendship and so this happen. I really very sorry for that!!! =((