Saturday 23 July 2011

Memory...

2day finished watch the 'Yes Sir, No Sir' drama...reali can be said i had long time didnt watch hk drama edi since i left ukm...duno y, when i watched tis drama, let me think bek many things tat happen during study life...n oso i missssssssss the study time soooooooooo much...including secondary school till uni life...bt i oso vry clear in mind tat i cant alwaz live in memory, i muz look forward...n i oso noe tat i will bcum like tat is bcos too free, cause me think so much...


Tat day i went bek to taiko to gv my transcript...when i reached there, all the colleagues there r so welcoming me, i felt so hapi...afta tat, i went inside n chat wif Mr. Har who is my supervisor during internship, i chat wif him for quite long time...first thing i asked was about my job placement, he told me tat laz few days he asked Mr. Sin edi n he said wan to employ me bt will have to start on 1st of Oct, bcos financial close end of sept n the new office will open end of the year...i asked for a few times to confirm tat they will reali wanna employ me n so he said yes...afta tat, came bek home, i chat wif frens n they suggested me to send an email to Mr. Sin n so i did it bt he didnt reply me till nw...i duno hw n oso wat should i do...i vry scare n wori tat they wont employ me...wat can i do???i reali duno, since internship end edi, i feel like im like live without soul, don't have the motivation to do anything, i noe im tat type of like to do work n so when too free like nw, i bcum like tat...i reali hope Mr. Sin will reply or call me soon so tat i can end my lazy life as soon as possible...afta internship end, i reali feel tat i love to work in taiko so much, i missssss the time n day overthere...can do work n oso can chat with them, i reali feel vry enjoy n hapi...i missssssssss them so muchhhhhhhhh!!!

Friday 1 July 2011

The End of Internship Life = Graduate

Yesterday was my last day of internship and oso meants that i can graduate edi...a truely new life is leading ahead n waiting for me now that is the real working life...throughout this two months internship in Taiko Plantations, i really feel that my intern life vry gud, nt that tough...still remember the first day when i went to this company, i park my car at the visitor side, one of the guard who is Mr. Razak (at first duno who is he) asked me who am i, what is my purpose come here...afta i told him that 2day is my first day intern here, then he said u park here first n wait for instruction, so after i parked my car nicely, i went into the building and wait at the lobby there, n den gt one guy approached me and asked "Are u Miss Lee?" n i answered "Yes."...den he said i am Mr. Har, u wait here first, he went to his office and put the things down, den he came out again n said "Miss Lee, please come with me"...n den i went into his office n he started briefing me n told me that the HR manager resigned edi...afta that, he asked Miss Vannessa brought me to go arround the building n den i onli realized that tis building gt 11 floor...wow, so big o...hehe...afta tat, he brought me to my place n ask me to read annual report...afta tat, sit inside the room who is Mr. Martin talk to me n den started gv me some task to do...n den my internship life beginnnnnnn...throughout this internship, altot im nt that occupied bt i did learn something n gain some experience...i noe tat attitude is the most important thing in working life...n im sure my attitude is right that is i alwaz used to be hapi n ask whenever im nt understand, when given task, im felt vry hapi till Mr. Martin said i vry enjoy to do the work...yeah, reali..when nt given any task, i feel vry tired n sleepy n bored...n when Mr. Martin asked r u doing something?? den i said nope, i vry free n bored..hahaha...n den he said can i gv u some task?? i said sure, no problem...hahahaha...n when i given a task, i felt so hapi cos i gt sumting to do edi...n den bcos of my habit tat alwaz wan do the things fast n oso neat, so i alwaz vry fast finished it till the assistant sit beside me said u finish ur work edi??juz nw he nt gv u some work?? den i said yes, bt i finished edi, so nw bcum bored againnnnnnn...hehe...yeah, this is the real of me, when gt sumting to do, i wan finish it fast...n im sure tis kind of attitude is vry right n important oso since i noe that i respected by Mr. Martin...actuali many people said he nt tat gud, ya, reali, he gt sum weakness that is he too stress edi till gt health problem nw...bt one thing i should learnt from him that is he vry hardworking, this is wat i muz learnt from him...can be said that actuali he is my supervisor oso cos he taught me a lot n is he who gv me all the tasks...hehe...

Sit opposite me n beside Mr. Martin is Miss Zaliha, who is a manager oso n oso the one alwaz chat with me...hehe...altot im nt under her bt she oso taught me some important crew which i should noe n learnt when work in future...she said im vry gud, can mixed up with all people wif different ages n tis is vry gud in future...she asked me to maintain it...hehe...

Like what i said before, the one im most respected, admired n thankful is Mr. Sin who brought me to estates for that one whole week...i reali felt that if nt him, it is impossible for me as a trainee to follow them to visit estates for one whole week, stay in hotel for one whole week...reali thanx him for let me gain experience n noe more about RSPO, i oso noe that if i can work for him, im sure i will learn a lot a lot n is vry important for me in future...this monday, since i made up my mind that i wan to visit him, so i asked many people to go wif me to hospital n finally i got them...hehehe...n den we went to hospital n over there, he introduced me to his wife n said this is the girl i wan employ...hahahha...honestly n frankly to say that i reali hope to work wif him bt im hope can stay in ipoh, cos kl reali quite troublesome since i nid find accomodation n oso transportation, bt im oso sure that when they reali confirm wif me that they employ me n work in sungai buloh, im sure im dont have any problem, n i will easily adapt to the new environment juz like when first few days went to ukm...i oso noe that since i stil young, i should take this challenge n be independent, only from all these, i can be mature n learnt to be more independent juz like in uni time... so i reali hope that they will confirm with me soon so that i can make arrangement for it...hehe...

From this 2 motnhs internship, i oso realized my weakness that is when face to those who i noe they r my boss, i will bcum vry shy n scare...im nt dare to reali talk to them n face them, n i alwaz forget what i should do in front of them...n so from tis, i noe that i muz change, i muz learnt to be brave, no nid feel scare in working life, there r no 2nd chance for me...if i miss out tis chance, it is rarely gt another chance for me...so i muz changeeeeeeeeeeee tis...


Finally, im wondering will they reali employ me???when will they confirm with me??? may i alwaz blessed with luckssssssssss n God alwaz beside me...lastly, thanx so much to all my colleagues in TAIKO for help me directly n indirectly...^^