Undescrible feeling...

This morning on the way back to kl, im think a lot about my career, my frens n my life now. But dont know why when i think more, i felt more unhappy. Actually many people out there very hope to get such a job like me that can be so free and go outstation. But for me, i know this is not what i hope for and so i always hope to have some changes but what can i do now is just wait and wait.

Am i always think too much and too care of something??? And so, i cant really enjoy my life now. Buddies, i think i really need someone to cheer me up. I cant continue with this kind of life anymore!!!