那些年。。。

那些年，这部戏我看了两次。。。由于我读女校，所以我没什么感觉当看这戏时。。。

好吧，就让我讲讲那些年吧！！！对我来说，我的那些年应该是在中二时发生。。。他是第一个让我的心跳到很快，也是第一个让我有种被保护的感觉。。。还记得有一天你突然放你的双手在我两边，你的面是多么的靠近我的面，那时我的心真的真的跳到好快好快，心里也有种很兴奋的感觉。。。那时，我真的真的很希望时间能停留在那刻。。。从那时，每天去上课变成我最开心的事因为我能见到你。。。不过，那时我知道我们是不可能的，但见到你已成为我的习惯，直到中四，你消失了，我也见不到你了，那时我就常常打开你曾经写过的和画过的纸张。。。可惜，最后我们都没缘再见直到最近，我再次见到你，虽然你我都认的对方但我们都没打招呼，看到你健康的样子，我感到很开心，真的在这祝福您健康快乐！！！

突然间真的很想念当年，小时后真的好开心和幸福哦。。。

Friendship

My dear, yesterday im really felt so sad n disappointed on you. After i awake from anesthetic, my phone full wif calls n messages bt too bad, among them, don't have urs. At that moment, im wondering why, this is because the office driver also called me a few times bt yet you didnt. I do know that i should not compared u with the others bt really vry hard for me don't do that cos i oso a human. Yesterday night, i really cried out, i think i really too concern on you, cos at first is you who make me feel tat you will vry appreciate me, is you who gv me the confident tat u r different from other colleagues. And since i had been hurt by two friends, so i vry hapi when i find sumone who will appreciate me cos in this world, reali vry hard to find a person like tat. Yesterday i reali felt vry scare tat our friendship will juz disappear like that, bt afta we shared it out, i feel much more better now. My dear, i really really vry glad to noe u in this office, i think all this is arranged by God who let us hv the destiny to meet n be so close fren like now. U reali the first one who i cried for altot we juz noe less than one month, u oso the one who i always will thinking of when im sad, n u oso the one im so hope to protect from being tricked by other colleagues. Dear, im reali take u as my best ever fren bt i hope u wont misthinking that i take u as boyfren cos im nt lesbian. For me, i juz feel tat u r a gud besties tat i can share with n talk to. And when i reali take sumone as best fren, i will treat her vry vry gud n protect her.

One more thing to tell u is tat i always be ur side to support u when u need me, u can just tell me anytime when u need me altot during the midnight. Love u always.

First time in hospital

Frank to say it is not the first time for me to be in hospital since i had been accompany my relative in hospital before bt it is the first for myself to stay in hospital. Friday was the first time i had been admitted into hospital and sumore is KL hospital. Bt luckily i have my cousins here to accompany me, one of them is Annette who bring me to hospital until i discharge from hospital. The other one is who cook dinner for me and accompany me for whole friday night till i did my surgery. On friday, my colleagues visited me oso n of course is my besties, ho fun n shan who accomapny me till 11pm sumting. At the moment, i onli feel tat i oso have sumone who care n love me, let me feel secure n warm. Thats why many people said u will only realized who r the truth fren during ur difficult moment and nt those who with u during the hapi moment. It is so true n im so glad to hv these besties with me always. Although nw im still in pain, bt i feel vry hapi n glad cos finally i find my besties ler...love u all the most!!! thanks so much for accompany me all the while!!!<3

My Working Life

So fast, i had been work in this office for one month edi...still remember the first day, when i went inside the office, i felt so surprise cos it is so much different from HQ office in Ipoh. After that, since my boss n the boss overthere went to Jakarta, so tat day no one can guide n tell me what to do, so i just sat in the meeting room without doing anything. Until the third day, the big boss in this office came n saw me, he gave me some reading material for me to noe more about RSPO. For the second week, i only have the chance to c my boss n he let me feel more secure to be in this office and the most important is that he said i might transfer back to ipoh office..ohhh,yeah!!! this is what i so hope to listen to. During the third week, i had been given the chance to go to Sabah to attend RT9 and from there, i noe more about RSPO. And it is oso the first time i take flight, the experience is so cool n good tat nw i noe tat hw is the feeling when in the plane. Bt too bad is that im nt feeling well and so afta back from sabah, i went n c panel doctor n den admitted to hospital edi. Im reali feel vry bad to claim from company since i nt yet work for one month bt all my cousins n frens said i should claim from company de, bt in heart im sure my boss will feel disappointed on me for being so weak...haiz...bt tis one really out of my control, so i hope he wont feel like tat la...to let him dun feel nt worth for employ me, i wan to be more hardworking in the future so tat before he retired, i will be the one who able to assist him the most n let him feel proud n worth to employ me...