那些年。。。

那些年，这部戏我看了两次。。。由于我读女校，所以我没什么感觉当看这戏时。。。

好吧，就让我讲讲那些年吧！！！对我来说，我的那些年应该是在中二时发生。。。他是第一个让我的心跳到很快，也是第一个让我有种被保护的感觉。。。还记得有一天你突然放你的双手在我两边，你的面是多么的靠近我的面，那时我的心真的真的跳到好快好快，心里也有种很兴奋的感觉。。。那时，我真的真的很希望时间能停留在那刻。。。从那时，每天去上课变成我最开心的事因为我能见到你。。。不过，那时我知道我们是不可能的，但见到你已成为我的习惯，直到中四，你消失了，我也见不到你了，那时我就常常打开你曾经写过的和画过的纸张。。。可惜，最后我们都没缘再见直到最近，我再次见到你，虽然你我都认的对方但我们都没打招呼，看到你健康的样子，我感到很开心，真的在这祝福您健康快乐！！！

突然间真的很想念当年，小时后真的好开心和幸福哦。。。

Friendship

My dear, yesterday im really felt so sad n disappointed on you. After i awake from anesthetic, my phone full wif calls n messages bt too bad, among them, don't have urs. At that moment, im wondering why, this is because the office driver also called me a few times bt yet you didnt. I do know that i should not compared u with the others bt really vry hard for me don't do that cos i oso a human. Yesterday night, i really cried out, i think i really too concern on you, cos at first is you who make me feel tat you will vry appreciate me, is you who gv me the confident tat u r different from other colleagues. And since i had been hurt by two friends, so i vry hapi when i find sumone who will appreciate me cos in this world, reali vry hard to find a person like tat. Yesterday i reali felt vry scare tat our friendship will juz disappear like that, bt afta we shared it out, i feel much more better now. My dear, i really really vry glad to noe u in this office, i think all this is arranged by God who let us hv the destiny to meet n be so close fren like now. U reali the first one who i cried for altot we juz noe less than one month, u oso the one who i always will thinking of when im sad, n u oso the one im so hope to protect from being tricked by other colleagues. Dear, im reali take u as my best ever fren bt i hope u wont misthinking that i take u as boyfren cos im nt lesbian. For me, i juz feel tat u r a gud besties tat i can share with n talk to. And when i reali take sumone as best fren, i will treat her vry vry gud n protect her.

One more thing to tell u is tat i always be ur side to support u when u need me, u can just tell me anytime when u need me altot during the midnight. Love u always.

First time in hospital

Frank to say it is not the first time for me to be in hospital since i had been accompany my relative in hospital before bt it is the first for myself to stay in hospital. Friday was the first time i had been admitted into hospital and sumore is KL hospital. Bt luckily i have my cousins here to accompany me, one of them is Annette who bring me to hospital until i discharge from hospital. The other one is who cook dinner for me and accompany me for whole friday night till i did my surgery. On friday, my colleagues visited me oso n of course is my besties, ho fun n shan who accomapny me till 11pm sumting. At the moment, i onli feel tat i oso have sumone who care n love me, let me feel secure n warm. Thats why many people said u will only realized who r the truth fren during ur difficult moment and nt those who with u during the hapi moment. It is so true n im so glad to hv these besties with me always. Although nw im still in pain, bt i feel vry hapi n glad cos finally i find my besties ler...love u all the most!!! thanks so much for accompany me all the while!!!<3

My Working Life

So fast, i had been work in this office for one month edi...still remember the first day, when i went inside the office, i felt so surprise cos it is so much different from HQ office in Ipoh. After that, since my boss n the boss overthere went to Jakarta, so tat day no one can guide n tell me what to do, so i just sat in the meeting room without doing anything. Until the third day, the big boss in this office came n saw me, he gave me some reading material for me to noe more about RSPO. For the second week, i only have the chance to c my boss n he let me feel more secure to be in this office and the most important is that he said i might transfer back to ipoh office..ohhh,yeah!!! this is what i so hope to listen to. During the third week, i had been given the chance to go to Sabah to attend RT9 and from there, i noe more about RSPO. And it is oso the first time i take flight, the experience is so cool n good tat nw i noe tat hw is the feeling when in the plane. Bt too bad is that im nt feeling well and so afta back from sabah, i went n c panel doctor n den admitted to hospital edi. Im reali feel vry bad to claim from company since i nt yet work for one month bt all my cousins n frens said i should claim from company de, bt in heart im sure my boss will feel disappointed on me for being so weak...haiz...bt tis one really out of my control, so i hope he wont feel like tat la...to let him dun feel nt worth for employ me, i wan to be more hardworking in the future so tat before he retired, i will be the one who able to assist him the most n let him feel proud n worth to employ me...

想念···

今天很偶然地看了一位我不认识的布落格。。。因为一些原因，让我越看越想继续。。。当中我发现了我往往认为那个人很好但只是因为我跟他不熟，这世上是很公平，每一个人有他的好与坏，是不会有完美的人。。。老天爷是很公平的。。。

好了，现在就让我说说毕业后的感想吧！！！时间过的真快，我的毕业典礼已愿满结束了。。那天看见爸笑地那麽开心，我就知道他心中是多麽的幸为，多麽的以我为荣。。从小，他就告诉我们说：“以前爸很穷，公公很早就去世所以他身为大二就的放弃学业，出来打工以便能让其他弚妹有书读。。。虽然爸不认识字但很希望你们学业有成，不要像爸要做苦工。。。” 爸的这一翻话，我都记在心中因为我真的想让他以我为荣。。。我要让他知道虽然我们家不有钱但只少他还能让我们一家四口吃的饱，睡的饱之外，还能让我上大学直到学业有成地回来。。。爸，虽然我没跟您说我爱您但其实这一句话从没变过，我爱您，爸！！！

说完爸，就论到妈咯！！虽然那天您没怎麽笑出来但我知道您在心里是感到多麽的开心和欣为。。您这麽多年辛辛苦苦地照顾我们，教我们做人的道理，永远都会留在我心里。。。我会时时刻刻记住您的教惠。。还记得当年您知道我考获全A在PMR，您的高喊是多麽的让我记在心中，多麽的让我知道虽然您从来都没怎麽给我压力但我知道您是多麽地希望我能学业有成。。。这全都我知道只是我们疲此没说出来。。。妈，我爱您！！！

最后，我想说爸妈，您放心吧！！！我一定会好好地报答你们的养育之恩。。。再多不久，我就会开始新的路程，到时你们就可以不用那麽辛苦了，是时候享受人生了！！！

嚄，忘了说说我亲爱的姐姐！！她虽然表面上好像很喜欢跟我吵但其实很庝我。。。谢谢你送给我的手机哦。。。你要乖乖哦，多回家看看爸妈当我在KL做工。。。hehe。。

好了，就讲到这里吧。。。
p/s: hope the offer letter faster come la...lolzzz...hehehehe...may all of my family and friends hapi and healthy always ya...love u all sooooooooooo much!!!^^

The Most Important Day in My Study Life -- 25th Sept 2011

Today is my 'Big Day' that is my convocation day in UKM. Before that, i came to KL already and stay in my relative house till yesterday, my family came also. Early this morning, we went to UKM since mine is the morning session. When we reached UKM, i brought my parents to the entrance that had directed and then i went to find my coursemate. But because too many people already, so i didnt see them until my ex-rumie, Xiao Qing came towards me and then i only know that where are them. Then, Xiao Qing helped me put on my graduation hat, to make sure it is tight enough, she used the clips. After that, we went n met our coursemate and took a few pictures. Then, we line up and went inside the hall.

So fast my 16 years of study life come to an end and full-stop. Frankly to say till now, i still cant believe that no more study life for me anymore except i continue for master n Phd bt for sure now i wont continue to study. And so, today i really felt like miserable, like cant accept this reality for the moment!!! But i do know the next stage of my life is begin soon so i should put all this down and continue my life journey that is working life. Now i really grow up already, im should not think like a children anymore. Now is my responsible to take care my parents!!! So, i must wake up and hope start from tomorrow, i hope i can put down all the sad things and continue my life journey!!!!! LEE KUAN YEE, im sure u CAN!!!!!!!!!!! Dont think too much and just let it be!!!

My Birthday Celebration

Frankly to say i really didnt realized tat 2day is my birthday until yesterday 12am, my dearest n lovely best fren from australia sent a warm birthday wishes to me...at tat time i was watching tvb drama n when i read it, i only realized tat 2day is my birthday...this is because in my family tradition, we didnt celebrate western birthday, my parents juz will celebrate our chinese birthday n so altot 2day is my birthday, i didnt eat a piece of cake oso...

This early morning, i felt very sad because of something happen bt after discussed it with my mum, i felt hapi edi...n when my sister text me n said she will come back 2nite n bring me out, i felt vry hapi n touched...actuali i do noe my sister vry love n care me, juz we dun like to show it off...really can be said this year birthday celebration really vry wonderful becos of my sister...laz week she came back n bought a new phone for me as my birthday present n 2nite she brought me out wif a few frens...at Berlin, i tasted a few types of wine bt i drank vry vry little yet my face can becum so red...n so i noe tat actuali im nt gud in drinking...hehe...

Lastly, i want to say thanks to everyone who wish me n especially credit to my dearest sister...^^