Memory...

2day finished watch the 'Yes Sir, No Sir' drama...reali can be said i had long time didnt watch hk drama edi since i left ukm...duno y, when i watched tis drama, let me think bek many things tat happen during study life...n oso i missssssssss the study time soooooooooo much...including secondary school till uni life...bt i oso vry clear in mind tat i cant alwaz live in memory, i muz look forward...n i oso noe tat i will bcum like tat is bcos too free, cause me think so much...


Tat day i went bek to taiko to gv my transcript...when i reached there, all the colleagues there r so welcoming me, i felt so hapi...afta tat, i went inside n chat wif Mr. Har who is my supervisor during internship, i chat wif him for quite long time...first thing i asked was about my job placement, he told me tat laz few days he asked Mr. Sin edi n he said wan to employ me bt will have to start on 1st of Oct, bcos financial close end of sept n the new office will open end of the year...i asked for a few times to confirm tat they will reali wanna employ me n so he said yes...afta tat, came bek home, i chat wif frens n they suggested me to send an email to Mr. Sin n so i did it bt he didnt reply me till nw...i duno hw n oso wat should i do...i vry scare n wori tat they wont employ me...wat can i do???i reali duno, since internship end edi, i feel like im like live without soul, don't have the motivation to do anything, i noe im tat type of like to do work n so when too free like nw, i bcum like tat...i reali hope Mr. Sin will reply or call me soon so tat i can end my lazy life as soon as possible...afta internship end, i reali feel tat i love to work in taiko so much, i missssss the time n day overthere...can do work n oso can chat with them, i reali feel vry enjoy n hapi...i missssssssss them so muchhhhhhhhh!!!

The End of Internship Life = Graduate

Yesterday was my last day of internship and oso meants that i can graduate edi...a truely new life is leading ahead n waiting for me now that is the real working life...throughout this two months internship in Taiko Plantations, i really feel that my intern life vry gud, nt that tough...still remember the first day when i went to this company, i park my car at the visitor side, one of the guard who is Mr. Razak (at first duno who is he) asked me who am i, what is my purpose come here...afta i told him that 2day is my first day intern here, then he said u park here first n wait for instruction, so after i parked my car nicely, i went into the building and wait at the lobby there, n den gt one guy approached me and asked "Are u Miss Lee?" n i answered "Yes."...den he said i am Mr. Har, u wait here first, he went to his office and put the things down, den he came out again n said "Miss Lee, please come with me"...n den i went into his office n he started briefing me n told me that the HR manager resigned edi...afta that, he asked Miss Vannessa brought me to go arround the building n den i onli realized that tis building gt 11 floor...wow, so big o...hehe...afta tat, he brought me to my place n ask me to read annual report...afta tat, sit inside the room who is Mr. Martin talk to me n den started gv me some task to do...n den my internship life beginnnnnnn...throughout this internship, altot im nt that occupied bt i did learn something n gain some experience...i noe tat attitude is the most important thing in working life...n im sure my attitude is right that is i alwaz used to be hapi n ask whenever im nt understand, when given task, im felt vry hapi till Mr. Martin said i vry enjoy to do the work...yeah, reali..when nt given any task, i feel vry tired n sleepy n bored...n when Mr. Martin asked r u doing something?? den i said nope, i vry free n bored..hahaha...n den he said can i gv u some task?? i said sure, no problem...hahahaha...n when i given a task, i felt so hapi cos i gt sumting to do edi...n den bcos of my habit tat alwaz wan do the things fast n oso neat, so i alwaz vry fast finished it till the assistant sit beside me said u finish ur work edi??juz nw he nt gv u some work?? den i said yes, bt i finished edi, so nw bcum bored againnnnnnn...hehe...yeah, this is the real of me, when gt sumting to do, i wan finish it fast...n im sure tis kind of attitude is vry right n important oso since i noe that i respected by Mr. Martin...actuali many people said he nt tat gud, ya, reali, he gt sum weakness that is he too stress edi till gt health problem nw...bt one thing i should learnt from him that is he vry hardworking, this is wat i muz learnt from him...can be said that actuali he is my supervisor oso cos he taught me a lot n is he who gv me all the tasks...hehe...

Sit opposite me n beside Mr. Martin is Miss Zaliha, who is a manager oso n oso the one alwaz chat with me...hehe...altot im nt under her bt she oso taught me some important crew which i should noe n learnt when work in future...she said im vry gud, can mixed up with all people wif different ages n tis is vry gud in future...she asked me to maintain it...hehe...

Like what i said before, the one im most respected, admired n thankful is Mr. Sin who brought me to estates for that one whole week...i reali felt that if nt him, it is impossible for me as a trainee to follow them to visit estates for one whole week, stay in hotel for one whole week...reali thanx him for let me gain experience n noe more about RSPO, i oso noe that if i can work for him, im sure i will learn a lot a lot n is vry important for me in future...this monday, since i made up my mind that i wan to visit him, so i asked many people to go wif me to hospital n finally i got them...hehehe...n den we went to hospital n over there, he introduced me to his wife n said this is the girl i wan employ...hahahha...honestly n frankly to say that i reali hope to work wif him bt im hope can stay in ipoh, cos kl reali quite troublesome since i nid find accomodation n oso transportation, bt im oso sure that when they reali confirm wif me that they employ me n work in sungai buloh, im sure im dont have any problem, n i will easily adapt to the new environment juz like when first few days went to ukm...i oso noe that since i stil young, i should take this challenge n be independent, only from all these, i can be mature n learnt to be more independent juz like in uni time... so i reali hope that they will confirm with me soon so that i can make arrangement for it...hehe...

From this 2 motnhs internship, i oso realized my weakness that is when face to those who i noe they r my boss, i will bcum vry shy n scare...im nt dare to reali talk to them n face them, n i alwaz forget what i should do in front of them...n so from tis, i noe that i muz change, i muz learnt to be brave, no nid feel scare in working life, there r no 2nd chance for me...if i miss out tis chance, it is rarely gt another chance for me...so i muz changeeeeeeeeeeee tis...


Finally, im wondering will they reali employ me???when will they confirm with me??? may i alwaz blessed with luckssssssssss n God alwaz beside me...lastly, thanx so much to all my colleagues in TAIKO for help me directly n indirectly...^^

Feel sad...

This morning i got a bad news from my colleague that one of our General Manager met accident yesterday night n nw admitted in hospital...duno y, when i noe tat, i feel so sad...honestly i reali vry respect n admire him cos i reali feel tat he vry powerful, energetic, optimistic, motivate, friendly, nice, willing to gv young people a chance...ya, he reali vry geng...he full of energetic altot old edi bt yet he still able to show tat he still can do everything n be more successful...in tis company, throughout this two months internship, i reali wan to say thousand of thankful to him for giving me the chance to visit the estates n mills, let my internship nt tat boring, let me gain a lot experience n knowledge...from tat day i get to noe more about him, i said to myself tat i wan be like him in future, like the most when he said 'i like to make those ordinary people to become  extraordinary'...wah, such a gud sentence, he juz can inspired me so much...juz like wat my fren said, if we wan to success, we muz suround those successful people n learnt from them, juz like wat he said everyone can be success juz depend on they wan anot, if we wan improve our english, den read the newspaper loudly, tis is wat i remember since scholarship interview till nw...Mr. Sin, may u get well soon...u reali a great people!!!

A Meaningful Trip to Estates n Mills

Last week was my first time went to estates n mill...first time stay in hotel alone n first time went a trip tat nt for fun bt for work...oso first time went to hotel reali juz for slip purpose...checked in so late at nite n checked out so early in the morning...the whole week reali gt many first time for me...n oso the first time i went out n have a drink (beer) wif the colleagues who i juz noe for a few days...reali vry amazing...actuali i reali vry enjoy n like travell like tis so during interview when the interviewer ask me hw i feel for tis whole week trip, i answered tat tis week is the most wonderful week for me since i start intern in tis company...cos reali vry gud, can go arround n no nid sit in office n do nothing there...so boring...n so i myself reali duno hw...duno wat i wan bt actuali i noe, i hope to work like tat bt based in ipoh n nt kl...i vry enjoy to do RSPO works bt nt in kl, i wan in ipoh...bt in reality i noe is impossible...things alwaz wont happen so gud, n so the reality is im sure nid to work in kl if they employ me except they release me n i can declare tat i reali unemplyment once graduate...hahhaa...anywhere, juz let God decide for me...if He wan me to work there, den i will work hard, if He dun wan me work there, den juz let it be...may i blessed wif God alwaz...^^

A Hapi Day @ Taiko...

2day i reali felt vry hapi...reali felt tat altot i vry free there, bt i gain sumting tat is i get to noe more people...n oso afta a long chat wif my supervisor, i reali felt tat vry gud n hapi cos he vry nice...reali hope can continue stay n work in tis company...looking forward...n so i will do my best so tat they c my talent n continue employ me...pray hard for it nw...hehe...^.^

2nd week of intern @ taiko

In tis 2nd week, reali can use one word to describe it tat is FREE or BORED...the whole week routine was almost like sat in my place n read my book n den went bek home...i reali hope to get some works to do bt cant find it...till one day my supervisor brought me to c GM n den the GM said will bring me to Bahau on 23rd, den i feel quite gud cos can learn n c hw the estate works are...actuali i oso noe tis company reali vry gud n i can learn a lot from here...honestly i reali hope tis company will continue employ me n i hope to work here for long long time bt i didnt say it out like tat cos i scare too much expectation will let me vry disappointed if they didnt employ me...n i oso dun wan let my mum feel tat i oso hope to work here cos dun wan her wori so much...anywhere, nw i juz hope can learn more from tis GM n they will continue employ me...hope everything will go smoothly n there r some work for me to do in the following week...i hope for challenging work so tat i can learn more from it...hehe...bt tis week had foster the relationship between me n the other colleagues n im sure tis is a gud start for me...hehe...altot tis week vry free bt i vry hapi cos chat a lot wif them till i cry bcos of too hapi...hahaha...long time didnt like tat ler...hope for a better n bright 2mrw...^.^

1st week of intern...

Time passed so fast juz like a rocket...so fast my first week intern over edi...still remember b4 start intern, i went for shopping to buy formal attire n feel vry nervous cos duno hw is it...bt afta tis first week, i felt tis reali a gud company, they reali vry concern on employees whether on safety n oso health...still remember the first two days, i still blur blur, duno hw, when vry free, i hope to get some work to do bt scare to ask the manager cos scare will disturb him bt in the end, i still ask bravely cos i dun wan do nothing there...altot nw i still nt an employee, bt i still take myself as an employee there n hope to help them do some works...cos i dun like to take something tat is the allowance bt yet do nothing, no contribute at all...i dun like take things for granted like tat...n oso will make me feel uncomfortable...bt honestly, i reali felt vry tired afta came bek from work bt during working time, i still vry energetic bt when came bek home, i felt vry tired...may be bcos during my study life especially the uni life, i can slip n rest whenever bt nw i cant...muz alwaz be alert n so my body still cant adapt to it...bt im sure slowly i will be ok...actuali i should nt feel so tired cos it end at 4.30pm, tat is better than other company edi...nw im reali hope to go to the clubhouse to do exercise afta work...like tat, im sure i will be more n more fit n healthy too...nw i can understand y most of the employees there work for 20++ years edi cos tis reali a gud gud company...hope they will continue employ me afta my two months internship...hehe...